A new hope for one who is lost

I always wanted to have my own website, and it seems I did such an extravagant site that seems soooo bougie that I can’t describe. But that one person in my life, Hermi, who is the one who truly understands me, makes me truly feel like I can be myself — that makes it worth it. I also seem to have something to hope in this evil world that gives nothing but sorrow, and for those gifts I give thanks.

I waited patiently for the Lord;
he turned to me and heard my cry.
He lifted me out of the slimy pit,
out of the mud and mire;
he set my feet on a rock
and gave me a firm place to stand.
He put a new song in my mouth,
a hymn of praise to our God.
Many will see and fear the Lord
and put their trust in him.

— Psalm 40:1–3